One of the most sublime things about the Appalachian Trail is that — it ends. In begins in Maine (or Georgia, depending on where you start), and it unravels for over 2,000 miles.
There were countless times I wished it would surpass its mileage limit and continue on, unfolding forever into a far horizon so my vibrant young self could trek forever. Yet, endings are so very important; containers in which we nest our hopes and dreams and accomplishments for safekeeping — and for the future.
Now, many years down the “trail of life” since my hike in 1985, I have found all the memories of that exploit sustain my heart and spirit; bittersweet at times, but oh so vivid!
The sight of delicate bluets alongside the trail during the early days of May when the hike had just begun. The cooling breeze emanating from standing near a crystalline waterfall on a blistering summer day.
The lazy purling water of a glittering Maine river on an autumn afternoon. Numerous sunsets, each unique, each its own benediction to the day. The memory of writing the adventures down in my journal.
The many laughs and tales with fellow travelers by the night-time fireside. The curious and informative entries of hikers from the world over in trail registers. The outreach of smiling “trail angels.” The respite in many towns and cities along the seaboard through which the trail runs. The grace of rides given into town.
All these, and more, populate my mind today, as clear as if they happened just yesterday. And, in my heart, they did. They still do, because the movie of my recollections continues to re-run this one outstanding experience of my lifetime. But, if it had never come to its end I wouldn’t have the gift inside me to unwrap during times when I need to get away.
So, you see, the ending is important. Without an end to the trail the joys of the hike cannot curl up into my soul to find a home in which, when the time is right, they can come powerfully alive again. It’s then they most nurture me and bless my life.
So that I can say — “Yes, I did that! I hiked the Appalachian Trail. The memories and experience are mine to treasure and keep until I stand at the final trailhead.”
They are a story nestled within the larger drama of my life — one which still holds deep meaning — that began with something which has an end.